Fresheh

It's gray and dull here. Everything is tired except for that one rose behind my window. It's a bloody shame that dull weather brings dullness to the mind as well. Whenever it gets miserable outside it seems to tire me down and I don't feel like doing much. There's no motivation for assignments, no motivation for activities. I did find motivation to play guitar and make use of this mood on the other hand though. Despite the weather and mood now, I've had a really good week. I could actually say the best week of this year. Throughout the whole week I've been more satisfied with everything than I usually am. Going with life without side-thought

Figured I'd upload the scenic shots I've been doing in Garry's Mod. Posing ragdolls is a relaxing activity and it can produce great results with the amazing aura of the Half-Life 2 universe. That's pretty much all I have to say :)

Hello fellow deviants. I haven't written in the journal in a long-ass time... I guess I'm not the blogger type of guy. A lot has happened during the events between my last entry in summer and now. For starters, I drowned and died in mid-November. Luckily I was rescued and I was in a coma 9 days after. I didn't mean to shock anyone, I know it was hard to grasp that I might be gone forever, but when I woke up from the coma, I felt as normal as ever and didn't understand that anything had ever happened to me, so I can't share the worry. All is good now, I spent 4 weeks in the hospital recovering my kidneys and body. I've got some marks of the h